music is my life always!

lol, i'm still alive..

2008-03-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

ya.. juz becoz i nv blog doesnt mean i nv come back from batam.. haha

still alive and kicking.. juz these few day really busy from blogging... i will post the picture of Batam, my new dog and my ps3 setup...

stay tuned~~!!

out of town in est 7hrs!

2008-02-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

yo 1st of all wishing all couple a happy valentine day!!
those who are single.. yup its jus another day hah.a...

work is slack as usual... tml 15 feb~! i'm going to batam for holiday.. haha took leave and hope to get rid of the boredom of my work..

yea i will take photos let u peeps to see one de dun worry~~

see u all at sunday, with the photos!

sick morning.. more sick night

2008-02-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo..
today my 1st MC of my new job.. after 3mth of doing erm.. basically nothing.. i took mc as i having a very bad cough.. its like having TB early in the morning..
muz be the those gummy bear sweet i ate la.. grab it eat like nobody busniess~
coz very long nv eat.. it juz taste great la..
but due to greediness.. this is what i get in return.. ;/

anyway msg boss tt i be on MC today.. so i dun think i got rest enough from the mc though.. was happily rock banding.. with new the DLC... playing expert mode on guitar.. while waiting for our bday boy ang maoshun come my house and jam together online with my GaX friend..
haha having fun la.. but not enough DLC la.. ar boh sure rock one de.. :)

shun was quite sad at 1st when he heard only hanwei and i going for his bday celebration..
due to impluse faster pick up phone call ruting ask her whether she free anot.. heng ar she free... then managed to give shun a surpise that she is going...
but to our surprise when we reach PS.. seng call us.. say he reached already.. lol double surprise..
then after ajisen ramen Ben call also.. say he reach also.. so we settle our dessert ice cream at swensen..

ordered earthquake.. saw the cherry trying to make a knot.. with tounge only.. but fail haha..
i noe i can do it last time.. not today.. =./

Shun: act cool lei... Ben: dun wan we pose as pigs! cute one!

shun: ok la ok la! nb, Ben: hehe! cute boh?!

Hanwei: i hungry liao.. take photo later.. arhang: see who got the widest smile!!

seng: dun need say.. i got su yong kang face.. sure i win!

shun: LOLwhere my hair??
thank god ben got drive car.. having fun toking in the car la.. tok cock sing song.. close one eye.. 2hrs pass liao.. from PS to CCK to Serangoon then geylang east..

~~ok i will post photos when i got from tingz..~~

juz pop the cough mixture.. now the effect is coming..
think it time for me to go.. byes!

blog it again!

2008-02-11T11:23:00.000+08:00

well here we go again.. after missing from 1yr i still remember my account name.
start off.. wish u a very HUAT chinese new yr!!

was excited about my rock band game!
tt what i always been dreaming of! playing lead guitar at the stage with millions of fans!
lying back to back with the vocalist singing rock song~
pointing to the drummer for the drum solo~
having a guitar battle with the bassist~!
hear cheering with the guitar solo~!

i'm sure, and i wanted to post some pic for u peeps to see my game set! see the setup!

so hows life everybody?
i think i'm still having gd time during this yr so far~
money to me so far is actually is not a problem yet, so i'm still very glad abt it!
but the logic is gonna be the same.. the more u earn, the more u spent
tt very true! if i nv earn such amount, i wont buy all the stuff i been bragging to u all..
well gonna earn more to get better stuff!!

ok this will do for a warm up of blogging..
i will blog when i'm free from work.. haha!

hmm Tenacious D~

2007-02-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

haha.. i think quite funny, i'm not really a rocker for rocks music but seem that Tenacious D's soundtrack make me pump up! haha especially 'Beelzeboss' the melody and lyrics really make me laugh.. yea true, i'm enjoying it! i try to put the song on this blog..
but be warn la.. quite abit vulgar la.. coz there really too much fck in this song! lol but who cares? haha..

Anyway Happy V-Day to all u out there!! its not only for the couple though!! coz its Friendship day too!! so its for everyone who has friend! unless u are a fcking nerd that need a hug from someone who u do not noe.. this msg is for u too~~
*Dear Friends,
Today 14feb07 we celebrating V-day and international friendship day. some may in cloud nine, some may drop dead on the floor. some may not even think its a special day, coz everyday is same thing happening again again and again.. thinking life sucks big time~
but hell ya.. noe? at least there a friendship day! come on pick up your phone! look through the contact, see who u have nv call in a year!! *Believe me, i noe u have those number!* meet up! chit chat! u might find ur next best friend haha! and maybe celeberating V-day together nx yr!!* haha

haha ok la.. i try to upload the song.. and again.. happy V-DAy~~
Girls dun gif up on men!! they are still alive and loving!
and guys dun be a playboy~!!

hooooooooooo~~~ \^.^/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_2u14xBafA -> Censored version http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4ZR3-oGBNw -> movie version, means alot of fck.. but nice!! and funny~~ :)

enjoy!! sorry can't put up the tune~~ :D
anyway edited post and enjoy it!!

break the ice?

2007-02-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

一直跟你说那天一起吃晚饭想问你开心吗这些日子看着你造着自己的梦想快乐专心的每个样子我想我们的梦想有一样的频率不是吗

after a long day work!

2007-01-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

yea.. its been so long i update this sticky blog. alot of spider-webs around..
i already started working as a TA in a neighbourhood school.. enous-bedok area.. cannot tell u all what school is it.. i scared i kena complain.. :X

anyway i think this job its quite relaxing, if everything was to do within only wif my jobscope.
but almost all the time.. i think previous TA spoil the market.. he do alot of thing out of good will.. so when i came into this school.. there is a high expectation of me!

coz of the poor handing over task.. i wasn't able to see the TA tt i suppose to take over.. when i 1st came to work.. i am very blur, dunno wat to do and stuff.. so using 1wk.. i starting to familar with all the things tt i need to do.

damn not sure why, suddenly no mood to blog again.. i tried to blog later tonight.. see ya!

Declaration of Fates

2006-12-12T00:38:00.000+08:00

Some of us are comedians and dancers, acting on this crimson stage and entertaining this lonely audience. It used to be easy to set yourself on fire and let its' passions consume you till its time the lights go out and we let it fade into another soft good night. Another day in paradise? or just another wasted way of giving yourself away? They say that you'll never know what you've got till it's gone... so how high up in that twinkling sky do we remain? Are we waiting to fall and slip into another summer's dream waking to find a silent winter night. Where the shadows of our past and present echo into the four walls of our mighty sanctuary... can we make sense of the madness? If we can make sense of this, maybe we can learn to live again? Our foolish thoughts that weigh as much as a bird's feather is quickly blown away in the rain or another passionate storm. Don't some of you wish that you were only skin deep? If only all that remained was but a scar tissue. I envy the barkskin warriors... so ready to jump on a crusade and declare their undying honor but leave a trail of severed victims in the name of an all holy and pure. I wish I could be that ruthless... haha. Strange as it may seem, for someone as laid back as me, I actually don't take my life too lightly. As hard as I may try, I will never say that I love you, unless I know that I do, maybe someone will have the patience to wait for me from across the chasm of impending doom. :p

last minute~

2006-11-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

yea doing some last min revision study b4 i going for battle in about 12hrs time..
thank god i really got study so this last min study still make me understand wat am i suppose to do..
damn.. i really regret tt i didn't take A-Math during sec sch days..
my sec sch NA course offer A-maths..
if i took, i think life will be much easier for my course now*iguess*
but anyway, i thank u for the past few 10+ of forcing me to study.. ar boh i dun think this last min study will help me one bit..
anyway today we went sakura for the buffet lunch..
haha the food was 'ok' but the girls at the pool was.. haha :P
so didn't really spoil the mood.. oops..
ok i was bored now so i decide to blog abit to slack abit for awhile now..
damn i need coffee now.. ~~

arghh..

2006-11-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

more and more confuse.. after some words been said..

confuse + stress = smoke..
argh i think i gonna die~

argh gonna rain soon..
meeting ting at 4pm..
yea again for study..

sian sian sian..

5 days left~!

2006-11-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

argh! time is ticking! exam is getting nearer and nearer!
and i'm really getting more n more nervous!
head is getting explode!
too much stuff to handle~!
and fck, i think someone is misleading me again..
but i do anything else, guess i muz believe my heart~!

can i burn the notes and drink?
without getting any stomachache from it
and 100% chop can do the question by drinking it!
if can hor.. solid rite?!

i hope no more false hope and stuff this time round..
but i noe if i continue like this, i will get nothing in the end~
so jia you jia you~~!!

maybe it time to confirm some stuff huh?
but i'm still not sure is the time is right?
blahz~

ok as u all can see, i type what am i thinking now!
its very confusing!
but tt wat in my mind right now!!
too confuse le.. suddenly think alot of stuff!!

so pls bear wif it k??
i hope my nx posting will be a much clearer one~!
haha ..

Saturday is a pain, sunday is enjoyable?

2006-11-19T09:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday which is a saturday is such a pain for me!
ppl went for movie, enjoy, eat great food, chill out~
yet i'm stuck wif her at shw tower studying my IEC~!
yes though its important to study hard.. so can get gd result, actually i'm really doubting the result tt i getting is not gonna be great..
coz the tutorial tt i studied, its really not getting into my head.. tt really too much to remember!! argh!!!~
we stop studied around 10pm, then ask her to drop me at potong pasir.. then went to mintai house slack awhile, as i tot we are going to movie..
bloodly hell... his gf complain movie too late.. as sunday morning they going to sentosa.. so cannot go see also..
then we called roy instead, so can meet him~
haha so long nv see him, as he got too much confinment from the navy.. haha
smoke also kena catch, u knn muz be si bei sway~
anyway he still look cheerful as ever.. haha

ok few more min, i gotta go prepare for ktv later... haha
now planning to call ruting later, if she happen to be at the motorshow later, muz ask her to take some poster for me le..
then paste at my room.. haha..
but if she still at bed.. then juz ask her go ktv.. muahahha~ :X
but she muz be tired after meeting her hao jie mei last nite.. met quite late i think.. blah anyway~
ok signing off~~

Stone Grill day~!

2006-11-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

better blog now else i forget what has happened today. :)

today met up Ruting for revision, at first we stated Shaw Tower for our silent revision. i tot its gonna be a normal revision, quietly sit down there, i revise mine, she revise hers.. and sit down happy enjoying our kopi~ and suffering in studies. haha

but later she called and say she need deliver stuff to her parent shop, so in the end she drove me back to her parent shop to get the stuff delivered and we went King Albert's area 's mac study instead.

well the place is quite a nice place to study though, but too bad the music juz keep looping and looping haha.. stating the Mac is open 24hr.. kind of irratating.. lucky got my mp3 player/collon snack~.. haha.

but today's revision is not a fruitful one! alot of stuff crop up suddenly.. my sis suddenly need the laptop so i haf to go back and gif it back to her..

lucky got ruting who is driving~ we studied from 5 till 9pm.. then faster send back the laptop.

at 1st we wanna send back the laptop then had dinner at some hong kong cafe, and continue study.

but in the end, we went "stone grill " had our dinner instead.. which is around 10pm~

heng the shop closes at 11pm~ and last order at 1015.. so we are 15min earlier. (posting the photo below.) well maybe u are guessing we might be the last customers in tt shop..

and YES we are~! haha abit pai sae..

but anyway.. enjoyed the dinner..

After tt, we went east coast park for some walk.. guess tonight the star is very bright. we were quite attracted to it. find a spot sit down and relax.. tok some rubblish on the way..

stating how fast the time has pass.. n trying to catch up what we been doing. Alot of laughter.

toking abt how i go into TV and newspaper.. what i wanna do nx time..

and her life.. whose been pestering him~ blah blahz.. haha ..

dunno why, the time flies~ we sat around 11pm.. juz tok awhile, very fast reach 12am.. coz we were thristy so went 7-11 for some Green Tea.. after tt walk pass alot of live band.. sit enjoy abit more.. ahah 1245 already.. time really flies.. but haha anyway.. enjoyed it.. haha oops..

when around 1am.. we wanna go home already.. haha then she told me tt she paid 179 dollar for nothing, actually wanna go thailand for holiday coz got free tix.. juz need to pay the tax and hotel.. but coz of exam and her "sister" wedding dinner. she decide not to go..

but i think the main thing is still the exam..

at 1st i tot its a group, but she told me only 2person, then i ask izzit a female..

then she zi tao say guy.. i mean wtf.. u se de like tt go.. not scared will do anything ma?

then she quickly added tt know tt guy long enough tt he will not do anything..

blah i dun care.. heart abt sour nia.. i zi tao low for awhile.. anyway she didn't go anyway so i guess its alright ba.. but at 1st was agreeded.. -.- blah nvm~

i tot tt feeling haf been long gone le.. but knn came back.. blah again.. nvm again~!

but wow.. its gd to haf friend tt have car to drive around.. there really no time limit.. haha gd.. :D

heres are the picture~

Ruting had fish~ catched in the ocean?

sorry dun haf her cooked picture.. haha

my uncook chicken thigh

cook and cut into pieces.. yummy~

revision wk

2006-11-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

2nd wk of my revision wk

yet i have not really started any of it.. i only bring out my calculator,tutorial notes and revision 'gui hua bao dian'. yup all put at my table.. after going through abit damn it really make me sleepy!! and the PC sort of leading me back to the seat!! so i make a pact, i think i must not on my PC for tml. and bring all my studies material to the living room to prevent and distraction.

and yes.. my HP, i think i be offing it till friday afternoon.. yes means i'm serious abt the revision!!

ok maybe at night i will on the PC for a while, to check for more revision note from the yahoo group i guess.

anyway, i think there is no purpose for online. its like doing the same thing, make me like a robot.. why dun i use the time for study and spend more quailty time wif my family?!

guess i will study my BS and Java for this wk.. and the rest(IEC/SE) for nx wk..

and yes i'm excited abt this sunday!!

coz we are going to KTV~~ haha..

well think my nx posting will be either tml or sunday night!! hahaha..

will try to put photos~~ hehe..

ok guys gtg~~

nite all~~!

finally out of the cage~!

2006-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

yes! after 4-5days trapping inside the house.. i finally out of the cage~~
lol coz i been staying at home for around 5days.. not sure why.. maybe nv ask ppl out?
or worst nobody ask me out.. sigh! >_<
anyway went bugis wif ys.. we had ajisan ramen~ yea.. since so long had not tt bowl of hot and spicy volcano ramen!! added wif prawn mayo, and california maki(sushi) and 1 ice cool green tea~ wee i think is 人身享受，很像活在天堂这个样子。。
ya Ys had black pepper beef which is not spicy.. haha she said she can only take little spice..
but i think the volcano is not spicy at all.. but the unique chilli added in the ramen is damn nice!
yes the taste is still at my taste bud.. 哈哈哈!!

walk around bugis as usual.. trying to find the perfect piece of clothing to wear for my sis ROM, but was thinking am i so damn sure tt i haf to wear formal?
haha i can't imagine arhang is wearing shirt and tie! think will look damn funny.. :X
even ys also say she can't imagined it..
i think really not suitable ba?
*damn i always wanna wear tie.. *

i now getting headache almost everyday.. dunno izzit the pressure of the blood? or the sudden change of weather.. or simply not enough slp..
anyway tml is friday already.. its time for more revision for my upcoming exam..
need more prat on it.. otherwise i dun think i can score high..
ok time to bath.. feel like gonna faint soon though.. maybe bath le.. tok awhile then slp.. haha
nite folkz

carnival plus chalet!

2006-11-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

lets start off wif my morning event~~
yea was sort of force to the dao nan primary school carnival by my mum.
when she ask me to go yesterday, i was like wtf! go wat carnival sia.. somemore primary school carnival.. when i told her i dun wanna go.. she angry~ like so xiao qi lo..
then wah piang, i think of if i dun go.. the nx 24days i think i will suffer in hell.. so better go lo..
we went coz my sis ask us to go! as she was teaching there.

ok the carnival is erm.. juz another carnival. got some bouncy stuff, where a human place inside and the person suppose to jump. the higher its the more fun it is. still got one big long thing.. when around 12ppl sitting and the machine keep turning round and round. every carnival seeing the same thing, i wondering izzit the same company tt org!?

ok got $20 carnival money to spend. well can't be asking me to spend the cash on those games rite? ok i was wif my mum, i dun think i will be playing those stuff also wat! so where can those coupon goes to? of coz Food la~ bought alot of food.. then faster bring to one wooden bench sit down and relax to eat those food..

got 5 satay wif a few rice cube.. cost $4
got 2 otah which is cold.. cost $2!
got prawn dumpling(fried) : 3 for $2!
got 3 tea leaf egg : $2!!
ice cream : 1 for $1 (bought 2)
the left over we bought cake and dou sa bin for ta bao home.
ok la i muz say the food is okok only la.. not very gd.. but almost failed, due to my high expectation of food.. haha
stay there around 2hrs then went back home.. wating for the time to pass and go chalet~~!

ok the chalet is org by my ex-police frenz..
i was invited. coz i'm popular =x
its a halloween chalet i guess..
coz i see so many ppl dressing up as witch, devil and watever shit tt is..
i told my frenz tt, why nv tell me is halloween nite!? ar boh i dress as captain america liao! (ya as if i will dress up :X)
ok same chalet food.. BBQ lo~~ and some buffet dish~~
got fried rice, veggie, chicken.fish. poh piang and seafood cheese(nice!).
after food, tok cork session wif my ex-bosses and drank a few can of beer..
then went back room and relax one corner and see tv..

ok the best part is here!
while watching tv.. there some sibling, elder sister and brother.. playing balloon la.. then one of the balloon flew towards me.. then i grab.. ok i sort of force the xiao didi to call me korkor.. :X then i gif him the ballooon la.. ok he very guai and very cute. then eversince he like gu yi keep throwing the balloon at me le.. then everytime i muz force say the magic word.. haha "Kor kor please!" the sister also cute la.. around 4yrs old i think.. also keep playing wif the balloon.. but she like jumping up and down on the bed making alot of noise.. but nvm.. as cute as her brother..
also very guai.. also will noe how to say the magic word!
they will do anything for the balloon! i ask them to trade their toy for the balloon.. then i slowly ask more and more.. then in the end.. one balloon each.. i got one toy car, one doll, 2 furly hand rest and 10 sweet. haha.. i'm such a devil.. :X
in the end juz gif them back everything la.. i bring home also put one side.. :X

ok time almost up, its time to go home.. but on the way ouit of the chalet, i saw keatsiang cooking food for his family at the chalet too~~ haha.. so qiao can see each other~~ coz very long nv meet up.. so tok abit nia.. coz my driver waiting for me also..
he drove me till simei mrt and i took train home~~ haha

ok la.. i go mug some of my books le~~
but i noe i miss some point in this blog.. =]
ciaoz~!

what a tiring day

2006-10-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

'starrharp' connection is bad today! the whole of the afternoon i can't even surf net! needless to say abt playing my guildwar! ok so i haf to wait till the time for dinner~ thank God it work now~!
ok, had dinner at bedok 85 instead of Chin lee..
coz it damn pack!
but i really miss chin lee food.. cheap and gd.. no wonder its so jam pack during wkend!
so instead we went bedok 85 to eat..
haha too much food. eat till full full~
but not really enjoying la.. if everything went smoothly i think the food will taste better, if u noe wat i mean. (i also not sure why i'm been drag inside the picture 2) BUT anyway. sigh
after dinner louis and his "more then friend" sihui, we went to watch to "the guardian"
ok la.. its not really a very bad movie. but quite predictable movie~! guess it a tribute movie for the US coast guard. after the movie i really like the ending theme.. haha nice.. "i nv let u go" ??
ok try to find the song and listen.. haha i think the lyrics is meaniful~ very nice~
at the end of the movie they still show the history of the us-coast guard. ok
i was thinking at tt time,in the past there no helicopter, so those Coast guard, really train till fit fit, find a bunch of ppl and row over the sence? like dragon boat haha.. well i dunno maybe wanna search the history of US coast guard!! haha
ok tml i might be having another movie tml~ tt magician show or hong kong 's police undercover movie lei?
ok i wanna watch both actually. but now i think the HK is more to favour.. haha coz long time nv see chinese movie .. =D
ok jus finish my SE project(actually halfway), juz wanna come blog awhile~ telling u all wats my plan ~ well hope tml i can wake up for the movie~ and i'll be waiting for tt morning call~~!! better confirm wif me u lazy bum! or else i bomb ur hp!

i hope this is the last time.

2006-10-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

i canceled all my stuff for tonight stuff.

thing are postpond coz of me

yet i was told last min that she can't make it.

yes of coz i understand the situation, but it was really quite last min

i'm not angry or anything la, but no matter wat, there still some angriness created.

but i still understand, i not blaming her anyway

but i hope this is the last time, for such a last min notice

i nv told u guys abt yesterday stuff too~

yup another aeroplane flew for me..

ya 2 night in a row, 2 diff grp of ppl both last min say cannot make it.

NOW i hope for tml, NO MORE LAST MIN SAY CANNOT HOR!

well, to release this "qi" i shall go for a jog now.

=.=

hmm i feel tt u are...

2006-10-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

dunno why, i suddenly wannna bring a person out and scold the person!
this happen quite awhile, maybe a few mths? this matter have been trapping in my heart too long liao.. thanks to someone triggling me.. now i might as well push everything out! i'm not the guy tt u think tt is kind and helpful ok? i also haf a bad side!

seriously i dun care that are u somekind of Survivor from a very nasty problem. after "surviving" from tt very problem. and u think u juz independent! coz u overcome the problem all by urself! for a moment i really think once u are out of my life, i might feel so much better.
Dun think i will be sad without u~! i will laugh harder!
dun think i will be stress without u~! i'm still chilling!
dun think i will be helpless without u~! i'm smarter!
u think i can't last a day without u? - but i'm still standing!
u think i will fail without u? - sorry arhang is still on top!!
u think i will go sucide coz of u? sorry yihang is still here! even my years to come, i'm still gonna be here!

but i wishing u the best!
pray tt u are blessed
more success no stress and lots of happiness!
not gonna blast u on ur phone
not gonna lie to u~
not gonna hate u for ur stupid comment
not gonna complain to everyone abt u( i still speak gd words for u!)
Coz i think this is the best way to do~!

if u ppl wanna noe who is it.. then msn me..
dun think that tt the person is u!

yaa.. actually alot of harted is trapped inside my heart la.. i juz wanna release out and everything out..
juz type wat i really wan~
yup.. to be direct? i'm sorry if u think u are the person..
but confirm wif me whether are u the person anot.. dun make pure assumtion~ thanks
coZ it a mixture of ppl inside~ every single person speak of 2 - 3 lines of comment.

BUT i really juz wanna release it here.. can't really tell anyone abt this!
but after type finish all these shit.. i really feel a relief~ its like every heavy stuff beeen taken off! yup feel happy abt it! but juz hope nth is gonna trap again inside this "I can Take it" heart again! thanks to the last person who triggle me though! otherwise i think my heart is still filled with heavy burden!

That all for today!! i post another one for tml!! abt wat i did on tuesday!
bye all~

fruitful week~!

2006-10-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

thanks to the super heavy haze these few days, You had made me hitting the gym instead of jogging outside where there suppose to have fresh air! but hougang gym is too damn packed during the late afternoon of monday. so all the trackmail is been taken and imagine have to que for it!! somehow i think running on treadmill in the gym is more tiring!

Unless u wanna run the treadmill like this! --> CLICK ME TO SEE THIS YOUTUBE VIDEO!! Open up a new window~

ok 1st thing 1st

You are been forced to run!
U cannot adjust ur the speed freely! u still muz manually press the button to adjust the speed!
too much ppl, carbon dioxide is been created more!
alot of ppl waiting/looking for/at You at the que, making u feel uncomfortable

thank God that the PSI reading is getting lower. so guess we can go back our usual jogging pathway again!

oh ya.. on 14th celebrate my bday really forgot to post some photo~ well really there juz a few~ i shall post some major group photo then~

ok my primary mates~~ Xiaoxian is not inside haha.. coz she is so damn late!

anyway thank u all for coming~ 6C 6C sexY~ oops~

haha once again! louis again!! haha always kena rape by the wooden bench~

WB ppl also nv gif much face~ haa only some came~

ok la.. i noe la.. most of u haf reason la~ no worries~

seriously i dunno how to cat this grp of frenz.

but confirm cannot define as "Others" ok i define it as gd chatting mate 1st ok?

if u all got idea to tell me how to cat these.. then tell me haha.. i sure change!

personally i like this photo alot~~not coz of got one superstar there:X,but i smile very natural!

i wonder why adel is sitting there! i tot she suppose to join the WB grp photo instead? blahz anyway!

Ok on my actual bday went out wif ys~ at pastamania la~

ok pastamania can only eat pasta i think..

the pizza, haha ok la.. not tt bad la.. but pizza own pastamania for pizza for sure! haha

upsize the pizza from 7" to 10" for ys haha.. at 1st i was thinking, 7" is damn small, juz add $2 to 10" to a bigger size.. ok la.. nvm as long quite worth.. haha but the pizza.. hmm .. u all try it and tell me lo! diff ppl diff taste i guess~ ya try tt chicken and mushroom~ :) i find it okok only la.. got 5.5pts in my own opinion.

ok still one last posting~

last nite we(Louis,Sihui,Yingseah and me) went for some singing at kbox~ around 9+ got alot of Kbox ppl keep walking around and keep looking inside! very irraitating! it like we done something wrong or smt else! after tt finally got one staff came in! saying our time is up~ and its over 45min~ oops :X ok then we faster pack up and had dinner~

we went "kopitiam" near Cenileisure~ ordered 20 Stick of Fatman satay, Hokkien Mee and Carrot Cake and are been shared among us. ok the hokkien mee is gd! satay so-so, not wat i expected~ haha carrot cake, think maybe i dun like it personally ba.. so i didnt take much haah but seem that the other are enjoying the food!

but the hokkien mee is really gd~ think of it.. yum~!

but i think MSG put too much haha.. till now after the long 12hrs.. i still feeling thristy! >_<;

ok la last but not least, i change my skin again, and the song~

haha hope u all like the new song~ its by erm..

forgot~ but the title is called "This love" it a quite a nice song~

ok take and hope u all enjoyed ur day!

instant messaging services~!

2006-10-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

yea few days ago one of lesson is about instand messaging services.. ya.. of coz we are toking about MSN, Yahoo messaging services..
so me and my china classmate, were discussing abt it and make the whole class listen to us.
i was asking him, how he type chinese on msn, with very high speed. i asking him is he using any special keyboard anot. he say he is using pin yin to type everything out.
then i was puzzled, china got learn pin yin one de ar.. he explain how china teach and i understand more.

He was stating that, Singapore Chinese Standard is. SEC4 chinese or higher chinese is = to china Primary sch standard.
But singapore Sec 4 english can go up to China Uni~~
i was wow, that such a big gap man..
haha anyway we toking our frenz how they normally chat in msn..
then we toking abt those who always use proper english instead of singlish, i mean ok la.. if u wanna improve ur english la.. but come on la.. juz a chat.. its only chat ma.. dun need write till so serious ba..
then the china frenz more worst.. his frenz went write alot of Cheng Yu let my fren see..
he also sian half..
so we all agree on msn chatting, we tend to use more singlish then proper english.
So is this is a gd practisce?
But ppl like us, dun really like it.. coz we thinking, its only a chatting conversation no need so fomal rite? haha

anyway tml is 14th oct.. my bday celebration haah.. well the reaction is not tt gd i think..
most of the ppl i invited is not coming.. but i didn't invite much too.. yet so little can make it.. it really quite dissapointed.. so those who are coming, i thank u all in advance!

Relax Yihang, u gonna relax!!

2006-10-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

guess i was too anxious to explain myself to her.
but maybe i shld gif her some time to clam herself down.
or shld i say clam myself down 1st?

unclam status : i was like, calling/sms her like mad, really wanted to clear my name.
but not making up story to bluff her.(call was either reject or pick someone unknown saying she not around =/) of coz i had my reason to tell her everything that i know.
but i nv tot of her status also, she confirm is also very angry, very hype up!
so even what i said to her, she might not listen into it also.
i will not Thinking rationally if i'm angry

Clam status : well i shld have clam myself down, and wait for her to clam down, and tried calling her again and explain myself. yaa if i was to call her on those time(unclam), i might be very defensive. and might shouted at anyone and saying names.
let say time really heals, i really hope when she is clamed down, she really will listen to my explanation and accept it. 1st thoughts come out when i'm clam : Girls live in their own world, to really understand them, we guys 1st muz be girls. So i really try putting myself in her shoe.

Part of Reason:actually i was just telling her friend, that light really come to me le la..
i admit i got ask alot of "how to" but her frenz juz tell me "jia you" that all.
i really nv ask the frenz to tell her what i wanna to say to her.
i nv expect a answer will come from her, if her frenz ask her and tell me.
if this is the way i wanna jio tt ger. i think this is shameless.
for wat i jio a ger using a "3rd party software"
there is really no meaning.
I had nv ask them to help me to jio that ger for me!
EVEN if i did, what can they do? they can't brainwash the ger that i like.
IF they did help me brainwashed her, all purpose will be lost!
Yes though i like her, but i can't expect juz to like me back coz i like her.
Of coz there muz be action to be done.
all these really suddenly come to mind.
if i dun like this ger, i dun think i would wanna clear this misunderstanding. coz i really think its bullshit.
i writing all these coz i really like this ger. otherwise i won't be so anxious to clear my name over this small matters. coz everything matters to me now.

I really hope both parties are clam down b4 i can explain this to her.
If she ever read this, i hope she can listen to my explaination.

feverish day..

2006-09-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

yup watched John Tucker with ruting yesterday, was brought forward a wk earlier as both of us feel so damn bored yesterday we juz decided on the day and watch it at cathay place.

hmm as for the movie.. i think its a gd movie, funny and really let me think through alot.. haaha
it was saying a john tucker is someone who is damn flirt, he is the one tt get everyone to be his gf but lie to them saying they are the only girl in his heart. in the end he got wat he deserve la, fews gather power trying to get even with him. haaha the process is very funny la.
in the end, i tot john will not be tt flirt already but haha he still has alot of gf.. but instead bluffing, he honestly tell the gf he got another gf.. trying to 1 leg step on a few boats.. tt really is a twisted ending.. haaha

arond 630 we left town and she went for her lesson at queenstown.. and i headed home.
as i;m not feeling very well though. till now i still abit hot on my face.. looking at the mirror, face is red red kind of sexy to me. :X
but i think fever feeling came from my thoughts la.. its like i been listening to ton and tons of comment , then i began to think alot of stuff.. STRESS plus thoughts really put into deep shit i guess.

ok one of them is.. ppl saying i damn flirt..
which i dun think so at all!!
i mean compare to john tucker i'm peanut k?
seriously i'm those normal neighbourhood nx door boy.. YA those Shy shy one de laaar!
how can i possible go and flirt with all the girls.. not scared they run away meh?
i only haf fantasy thoughts la..share it to spark up some conversation. but i really u will understand, i not those tt is fall in love easily one de.. if i'm those fall in love easily, i think i will love the whole of geylang already. haha
so many chio bu in my neighbourhood. haha
now really sound like hor, fall in love easily for a guy, i think very xia jian.. Man is like woman both are human, both haf pride ma.. haha really saddening la.. misunderstood for fall in love easily.

haha hope this so call explanation, i can clear my name!!

daydreaming day

2006-09-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

yea guess i'm having nth better to do... juz wanna find a simple skin and update this sort called rotting blog haha..

i play with picture editor also take some old photos and play hahaa..
here is some of my works.. haha
its all wizard so very easy

haha, this taken at some pri sch gathering, only taking my photo la.. :X

nx we have the ktv, also forgot when liao.. juz playing wif it~~

haha another full of "VICTORY" sign, ^^V

i think i getting sick, headache keep coming, and i have to complain non stop to my mom abt my headache.. i tried to rest on bed and slp. but seem hard dunno why.. maybe full of thoughts inside my mind.

haha, well played mine sweeper wif ruting, sadly.. kena trash!

dunno why i always sucks in tt MSN's mine sweeper! i always lose!

o i wanna watch "john tucker muz die!" i noe its a Ger show! but doesn't mean i watch i will come become very ger ma~ haha from the preview i think its nice la~ i think i sure watch tt show.. so if u wan to watch inform me also!! haha

ar boh i will find someone else..heex

ok la go help my mom prepare dinner le.. ciaoz pplz

it a tuesday! enjoy the wk!

2006-09-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

once again, been woke up by my dear frenz mr phang.. early morning call me ask me help him troubleshoot his PC in his office.. haha lucky i read some forum and instruction b4 go help him.. ar boh i sure ma lu.
So met him at my void and he drove me there.
able to transfer the email from another computer to another computer.. the process is very long and boring! well shall not go into details coz dun think u are interested to hear haha.. coz not even i interested.
COZ i dun use outlook one de.. prefer lotus note(if u noe wat is it. email by IBM) :D
anyway beside troubleshoot their stuff, wow, the office is great too bad nv take pic the interface is very nice. haha what u expect from a exbitation company haha.
further more. they had Xbox 360,psp,ps2 at their gaming room.. lol wtf rite?
met one guy, his psp ISO collection is like always up to date.. haha maybe will get from him soon~ :D his PS2 also alot of game.. and they gave me metal slug 6 and kof2k6 haaha.. i love these game haha.. :X

ok for the main part i wanna tok abt my lunch! as i help his boss do the thingy transfering he wanna treat me lunch. went to singpost actually wanna had a gd lunch from some resturant but too bad it close shop liao so we went delifrance instead.

we tried the main course, i order some chick steak, frenz ordered pasta, his 2 boss order sandwitches and beef steak. we waited around 30min for some stone. :X
haha when the food come. wah i was thinking is this for a grown up guy to eat one de! so small, only 2 small pieces cost $9+.. worst i think its taste is nth special. the only thing i like is the potato. and it looks over cook.. very hard sia. imagine i haf to hold the fork like a barb stab it hard to the meat and use super internal str to cut the chicken. haha the main course from me 4/10.. dun eat the main course from delifrance pls!

nx my frenz pasta.. omg like maggie package sia! so small, one plate of noodle* wif tomato sauce i think.. haha rather eat food court i think. the price we pay for the western food cna get bigger chicken i think!

haha then my frenz boss who ate the beef steak, lol its a OVER-WELl-done steak!
it look black, its hard! and its small! HAHA! ok the beef is more hard then my chicken. so we complain tt we rather go Mac, even the Big mac beef steak is bigger and more tender!

So do you think we are full? of coz not!
in the end we haf to order other bread to fill our stomach!
i bought the ham and cheese, at least its taste better then the chicken, or shld i say its taste better then the maincourse for all.. i think its own all! the other think so too~!
is it the location or all delifrance sucks in main course?
lol, tt will be my 1st and the last having Delifrance in singpost le~~ :D

Conclusion -> Delifrance can only sell - soup,coffee,and roti..
hope they gave up the main course idea.

hope everyone enjoy your day today! :)

stable and going

2006-09-26T17:30:00.004+08:00

yea got my new PC, new Table this wk..
yes i feel excited over it!
coz i been anticipated for it for wks!(so much for the delay hans. :X)
finally its here~!
but still, there still a certain delay for my 19" LCD screen. yaa haf to wait again..
but HanS will deliver to me on Wed~ (well hope no more delay!! >_<)
ya thanks mama and daddy for the blessing, i think this is gonna be the best bday gift from them for now.. haha!

one strange thing always happen, and i do hope its happen everytime.. haha
everytime whenever i need to change my PC(whole system) i will ask my mom for $$ blessing.. she will say if she strike 1st prize for 4D, she will buy one for me of my choice.
surprise, this happen the 2nd time!! coz i only change PC only 2 time.. haaha
in order to keep promise, she compromise.. love u mom!

yea this evening had dinner wif YS~ she gd la, treat me swensen.
had Chicken Rice wif cheese(Chicken baked rice) and hot fludge(Chocolate malt)
and she had Seafood noodle(Black pepper pasta) and Mcflurry(Cookie submit)
haha very nice food.. but i dunno why she sudden angry say i look down on those food as i said those are low class ppl's food? come on la.. gd food where got see high/low class food haha..
then now she wan me to treat her "nEw york new york"? i think citylink SC if i;m not wrong. haha, i try to compromise when i'm got money la!
haha and to explain to whole world now! i'm not a rich boy~ still dun get it why some of them still say i'm rich.. bth haaha.. maybe i got a rich guy face?
haha, like tt show "Ping qiong Fu gong zi" =.=!
ok someone waiting for me to start a game liao~~ haha
will update often la.. ar boh ppl say rotting!
i nv blog, coz PC spoil!! haha
cizo~~!!

2006-09-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

what a wk i must say..
lol.. one word to describe it.
BORING~~

yaa, its like having java and math lesson the whole wk.
wow really killing me!! those class is damn boring.
Imagine, its is a quiet class, only the teacher is toking.. wah.. i can't stand tt kind of atomsphere~
but anyway the wk has reach the bright sunday.
haha..
damn sad on saturday afternoon.. coz of my crashing computer again.. lol
at 1st, i can't even reformat it~ i feel so so so sad.. i was thinking to myself.. god why~~

but around 8pm i sort can make it formatted again.. which i think its super strange..
anyway.. faster format, install windows, update every single shit..
now computer fast again. haha
but i really wanna change my computer.. 5yrs le.. really this PC has serve me long enough..haha
God of wealth, bless my papa/mama strike 4D and toto ar!!
then buy me new toys! lol.
oya check out the logo~~ haha

Just click on the logo and join.. i wanna noe more abt the horoscope among my frenz.. hehe :D cheers!

6 Star test to see if she/he a true friend?!

2006-07-26T10:13:00.000+08:00

6 Star test to see if she/he a true frenz!

-Interest

One important criterion that defines a friend is how interested the person is in ur life. Tell her abt something significant that is going on in ur life and see if she calls to follow up and find out what happened if she doesn’t, then call her and see if she mentions it. Finally, if she doesn’t bring it up, hint abt it and see if she even remember the conversation you had about it previously.

-Loyalty

Tell a secret about a mutual friend and see if it gets back to him or her. True friends know the value of trust in a relationship. Just make sure that you get the permission of your friend to tell her secret to this other person.

-Pride

Anyone can tell u to cheer up. It makes them feel good. But see who pats you on the back for a good job. Those who are not driven by jealousy and envy will do just that. Your true friends are proud of your accomplishments, not jealous of ur scuccesses. See if a friend comes to you when you get good news, not just bad news, there are lots of people who are willing to “cheer us up” when things aren’t going well. But its more difficult to find someone who will congratulate us when things are going well.

-Honestly.

A true friend is someone who tells you the things that you don’t want to hear. She is willing to have be upset with her if it will help you. Does she tell you things that are for your benefit even though she knows that it might make upset with her?

-Respect

Tell her that there is something exciting, something that is good going on in ur life but absolutely prefer not to talk abt it right now and see if she presses you on it.

There’s a difference between curiosity and concern. If she “must know” then she’s just interested in the gossip and not in you. A good friend will respect your wishes and give you your space, for now. She may bring it up and from time to time, because she is interested, but she won’t constantly and immediately press on u on it if u make it clear that you choose not to discuss it now. The reason you use a positive instead of a negative “mysery” is because if a good friend feels that something is wrong or that your are not well, she will insist on knowing now because she is concerned. You don’t want to “test” her this way, however because you wouldn’t want to put your friend through this.

-Sacrifice

Is she willing to give up something if it means making you happy? Will she sacrifice her own pleasure for your happiness? Who decides what you do? Is the word compromise in her vocabulary? And when the chips are down and its’ you against them, most people scramble to protect their own interests. Notice if she is the one who has idea or a plan to help both of u to escape unscathed, or whether she just looks to save herself and protect her own interests.

If your frenz pass four or more of the six test, u probably got a good frenz whom u can count on. If score 3 or less, u might wan to review your friendship or speak to her abt it. Of course, when we have a lot going on in our own lives we can become inadvertently distracted and unintentionally insensitive. So it’s best to gauge the relationship using these 6 factors over a period of time and not just in a 24hrs period.

stop blogging for 1mth, guess now i'm back~!

2006-07-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

sorry folks, been stop blogging for 1mth.. but now i suddenly haf a feeling to blog again.. haha

haaha.. things happen in my life, all are sad stuff i presume.. so i did't haf the moood to blog also..
anyway 1mth, i think times really heal the wound!
I think i kan kai le.. haaha

so now i wanna blog abt my frenz.. wat abt them..
Sorry brothers, if i offend u in anyway.. juz some of my truth and thoughts.. if u think u cannot take it. and i mean it, if u can't take it..

PLEASE DON'T READ!

Ok lets start off with my list, the List is not in order! ok reminder again. if cannot take it pls dun read!!

Roy - Haaha.. wtf u doing la, b4 army we are like kakis, when u book out from army, sia la like dun wan go out wif us liao ar? ok, maybe u are damn busy wif family or GF.. come on we are here also.. can CALL us ??! bEen so long nv see u liao le~~!
KeatSiang - u also la, during commando training, called me, say the 1st day of booking out wanna meet us, say u will arrange and stuff.. omg, in the end.. u not free also lei.. haaha, at least tell us what are u doing ma.. !!
Hanwei - omg, u ar.. i dunno.. see u like weather forcasting, sometime gd sometime bad.. if the weather is gd, u tok to me like no tml, but weather bad, sia la.. treat me like a block? feeling not gd lei, brother! i'm human also haaha got feeling!
Maoshun - i think of all the ppl, u are the worst.. seriously. but no offence, u like do everything like u noe everything already, think everything is very easy to do. sia la.. till u tried it, u'll nv noe! sometime u really piss me off, i hao xin call u up, asking how ur life in ns or ask stuff, u really giving a attitude answer.a nice reply will brighten a person up! i think u treat me like a tool.. when u needed me then u will call me. when i haf no use.. u won't even bug me.. sia la.. i'm human k? anyway i write so much here abt u, seriously i not really scared, cozi dun think u even noe my blog! coz my unit number u also forgot la.. 20yrs in blk 120 still dunno.. sia omg.. when am i in ur life? a repeat, i'm not a tool!
Ben Lim - ok, i dunno wtf u become liao le.. like so, erm.. "un-Ben Lim" already.. u changed so much in attitude wise.. come on la, a outing.. u ask everyone's life, cept mine.. god.. muz wait till reach home, in the last1-2min then u ask abit nia.. kaoz once again.. i also human.. got feeling one de lei.. ok i think u also won't read here either.
Clement - haaha so far so gd.. juz that sometime u gotta relax, dun go into so HOT in a very fast pace!! anger managenment, hanwei read here also..
Min tai. - erm.. mix more wif us ba.. always gone missing.. ma de..
Louis - haaha, u are great la.. i think u gone to anger managenment course b4.. u control ur anger so well, though ur corking session, make me blur.. but still enjoyable la.. gd one keep it up~!
Chun seng- haaha... u joker la... also got went anger managenment course b4.. u are bery da fang.. not xiao qi also.. gd.. keep it up too..

ok, to sum it up..
A friend is not a TOOLS! i repeat, FRIENDS IS NOT A TOOLS.
don't juz call them when u need help from them..
Call them to chit chat, get a better understanding from them is better!
tt what is lacking in our WB grp.. lack of chemistry, understanding each other..
wat i see now, is.. we only know the book cover, we have not seen the details of the books!
SO DO NOT JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER!

ok la... ITM EXAM tml, gotta study~!!
ciaoz~!!

what is this feeling?

2006-06-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

i dunno why and wish to know wth is happening..
why is there ppl so call wan me to share problem with them, encouraging me to voice out if i'm feeling unhappy or sad.
but in the end, after a wk or 2, the person sort change again.
its quite obvious that the person is neither interested or wishes to know abt your life~!

so i think its quite fake.. dun try to encourage ppl when u can't do it in the end..
it will make the person more sickening..

boyfriend?

2006-05-30T18:46:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for me buggin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that
forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend -
that other guy the only one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at night now
you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
sorry for not playing by the rules
but what would you do if you were in my shoes feeling lost and blue
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side someone
who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend -
that other guy the only one who's allowed in your room
to lay in your arms at night now
you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one to lay in your arms at night
well you can't blame a guy for tryin' now
what else can I do and how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams

10yrs of friendship = 10min of attitude.

2006-05-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

This is a conversation between me and my gd fren..

dunno why, i always quite respect him for the things he done..

he have big dream which make ppl wanna envy him..

seriously i treat him as a gd fren as he can tok one de.. like to help..

but dunno why becoz of this conversation, i'm quite pissed..

let juz name him Jack.. - below the conversation got my own surmary~

jack says:
u there?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
yea
jack says:
so what u want to bring for pot luck?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
not sure
jack says:
than i delegate can?
jack says:
hot dog and fish cake can?
jack says:
and crab stick?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:

erm..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i think of smt else
jack says:
but i need to confirm soon
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
sat wat time?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
aiyah
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i after cg i go liao
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun bring anything can?
jack says:
cannot
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
hmm
jack says:
faster or else i delegate already
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i bring potato chips
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
wat the budget?
jack says:
no potato chips..
jack says:
have to be food
jack says:
no budget
jack says:
this want cannot claim want
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
no $$
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
aiyah
arhang` it time finish the mission says:

haha
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dunno la..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
u delegate..
jack says:
hotdog
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun wan la
jack says:
than what u want
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun wan to go..
jack says:
i delegate than u dont want
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun wan to bring
jack says:
ll..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
pls dun force me.. pls
jack says:
i will not force people
jack says:
since u dont want it ok
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
ok.. thanks..
jack says:
but nxt time u ask me do something i say no..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
coz i really not free
jack says:
u should know the reason
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
aiyah.. only temporary i cannot think of anything. relax la man. i see what i can do abt it la.
jack says:
dont need ba
jack says:
i delegate once settle
jack says:
i dont like to delay things

after this msg.. i see liao, seriously i felt high!

coz i got some of my frenz who bad mouth him!

becoz he is my gd fren, i defend him! tell my frenz not to bad mouth him!!

like explaining to them what kind of person is he etc etc..

of coz the bad mouth thingy i nv tell Jack b4 la.. ar boh he ask me wat they bad mouth abt..

but sigh.. yet i got this kind of attitude.. it really sadden me.. maybe i'm too navie.

think abt it.. i think this is sad lo.. so many yrs of friendship, i got these back. it really hurt my heart..

now i got 3 choice, either i can treat it nth happen and haf peace. or having some cold war going on..

or making a hell out of him..( which is highly impossible, haha)

damn need encouragment~

returning back to 1st love

2006-05-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

haha... tonight it juz so happen b4 i head to seng house for some gangbang session.. out of the blue i haf some inspiration to blog..

well maybe i'm not the position to say this. But why do couple will quarrel till they break up?
maybe due to immaturity like KS told me? well tt reason do score some 'score..
but i think this actually can be prevent...

lets say, why in the 1st place this couple are together? mainly is because they haf feeling for each other.. like each other alot so they wanna be together..
So this is where my point of blogging will come in~

Because of the 1st love they had for each other, making each other feel special. having a great feeling while being together.. it always like honeymoon when they are together.
but problem soon will come in.. due to alot of reason, eg. no time for each other, some stupid problem due to quarrel..
when problem occurs, normally couple might sit for a talk or smt, trying cool things down. so they might continue their love again... some passed some failed.. >_<
but don't u guys shld think that.. they shld think abt why are they together in the 1st place?
yea.. in my own personal opinion, i seriously think they SHOULD think abt their 1st love!
Don't you think tt 1st love is the very powerful thing? it really like honeymoon everyday!
think abt it.. izzit true that ur 1st love wif ur gf/bf is the BESTEST feeling??
so friends if u are having problem with this kind of problem, pls consider trying to think back abt the 1st love..
Returning back to the 1st love days~~!
i believe if everyone think of going back to 1st love, i confirm there will not be any break up!
in fact if going back, i believe the relationship will go stronger and stronger!

well all this are juz some of my opinion la..
if u guys wanna flame me i also have no choice.. hehe..
anyway juz my 2 cents worth~~ :D

alright 3:40am le ... haf to go bath and rush to seng house wif ks..
ciaoz~!

wooo~~ what a job..

2006-05-05T03:31:00.000+08:00

yea work started on 3/5/06~~
was excited abt the job at 1st.. but seem like it doesn't really met my expectation.. haha
i think the work stink in a way..
is that i think Keppel shipyard ppl actually shld make sure the PC is working fine and not to wait for us to troubleshoot for them ma..
i also dun think its fair for us to keep us from waiting..
well if we keep waiting it gonna be another hr or so.. which make us going home late.. and i mean late.. look at the time i post this blog.. this is when i juz took a bath and faster come and blog b4 i go slp..

on the 1st day.. damn i was so slow.. coz so many error that a workstation can give me.. haf to wait for their administrator to unlock certain stuff b4 i can go on. sometime i think i can even do better then them.. they simply do stuff without planning! which is a big NONO~~!

on the 2nd day which is today.. wee.. i'm the fastest!! the PC i choose no error no nth.. server working fine today.. lol quite happy abt it.. haha

i juz hope can i copy with my studies and this work together..
i think its damn tiring~!!
but wat to do! i need $$
haha~
damn i'm so tired.. i try to blog soon..
see ya~!

yo~~

2006-05-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

hey everyone.. what a gd day to start a blog eh?
the sun come out bright bright.. looks like a happy day!
actually not much to type yet.. coz i juz change my blog skin and everything.. doing all the editing and stuff.. haha..
but later it gonna be a excited day!!
coz later i'm going for Tennis again!!
weee~~ hahaha

ok la.. maybe i edit this post later tonite abt my tennis game.. hehe..
gd day all~~!!

o ya.. my blog finally got tag board liao.. haha :D

Thanks to Info Tech!! it save my arse~

2006-04-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

have u ever got into some trouble like forgetting to bring stuff that u suppose to bring to someone?
haha, today i suppose to bring my cert for my new job..
so that they can zap for me and stuff for reference..
b4 i going to sch, i was still lying on my bed.. toking to ruting, reminding her to bring cert for the interviewer later.. when i in sch.. i found out that i forgot to bring my cert!
thank God, i got my sis at home, quickly ask her scan and send to my gmail!!
thank god for the technology~!! it really useful when u facing this kind of problem!

after sch, meet ting for the job interviewing and went to this building call comtec.
i believe it some sort of agenices that employ labour like me, haha..
my interviewer named Jasz, lol.. she is super friendly and funny.. can joke around that kind.
best of all she pretty! sort of motivatied.. lol
but she kind of blur though..
as i suppose to sign my contract.. but i only wrote the date only..
and she took the contract away, and nv even checking..haha blur queen man!!

then i call her, telling her, i'll be coming down together wif ting during tuesday and sign the stupid contract..

"during the signing of contract"
Jasz : hey the girl outside ur gf ar?
Yh: no lah.. where got such charm?!
Jasz : haha.. u dun be shy la.. here only us..
Yh : " smile smile"
*signing the contract, preparing to get out of the room*
Yh: hey jasz.. u dun bully her ar..
Jasz : haha.. i'll take GOOD care of her! *showing a cheeky face*
*at the waiting lounge*
Yh : Hey ting, i gtg for job training liao.. Jasz here will take GOOD care of u.. *starring at jasz*
Ting : (blur blur) oh.. okok, can can.. :)
Yh : Take care of her ar!
Jasz : yea! sure i will!! playing wif her finger.. plus the cheeky face again*

haha.. after that went to tuas..
omg this is so far!
but today i juz go there.. see the site... hear some cock story, some jobscope..
lol.. $15 liao.. and a free ride home.. lol..

The bad abt tuas.. there no food that can be eaten!
i was hungry during the trip as i do not haf any breakfast of lunch..
when i saw the canteen, was happy for a moment.. but when i trying to order.. it damn dirty.. so many housefly that is almost the size of ur thumb.. see liao also no mood to eat...
then drink coke to my fufillment~~ :(

Anyway, i think the job is quite easy.. juz setting up the iP address can le.. it juz only the distance and stuff.. i hope i got enough money so that i can change my computer.. :)

Tennis night!

2006-04-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

seen 4 newbie tennis player b4?

though we are 1st time playing it.. i seriously say we played not bad!!
was fun!!

This is our weapons!

we are fearsome dragon!!

The cute babes!

Getting ready for the game

let the game start!~

Dunno wth he trying to act.. haha XD

haha.. it was fun having all the noobs playing..

it simply fun!!

though we haf no professional training, we haf joy fun and laughter!!

we Enjoyed it!!

more Tennnis!!!

And crap.. we forgot to do something!!

and that is.. taking more photo!! hahaha...

Share wif you all something

2006-04-18T17:59:00.000+08:00

shared some faith stuff with ks, since i already typed out the whole chunk... might as well share it with you guys~
i find it very interesting why faith is important to us in our walk with God..
This is wat i learn for my bible study..

hee.. just right click on the link and save target as..~

cause the stupid angelfire dun let ppl direct download it.. :X

enjoy and cheers~!

The 7
kinds of Faith~

is this wat we really wan?

2006-04-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

hey another day passes by.. been reading some blog juz wanna tell those ppl
there always be way out! you do not need to vent your anger on certain ppl, just because you feeling bad on that day!! i mean come on, if u dun show attitude to ppl, i believe no one will show attitude back to u.. it like "you reap what you sow!"
Just becoz you are on a very bad mood, u dun get things the way u wanted. u can't go around go cursing others! nobody is perfect, that why we need friends to encourage one another!
if u still treat that person your friend, i really hope u sit down and tok abt it~ instead of posting on blog, coz maybe no one will even read your blog. so sit down and haf a "chat" will might be a better answer to it.
if u really wanna tok abt anger, i think my anger level is almost to the top! can reach max level already. just becoz i dun really show my anger to ppl coz i dun wan ppl to show anger back to me!

seriously now i can't continue writing, it makes me think of more and more of myself, what are those so call friends around me. if they really are ur friends, will you tok behind their back?
showing super damn lousy attitude to them?
do you even know what happen in their life? what problem are they facing?
everyone haf their own problem, so when they can't reach the expectation of u, instead of saying others is in the wrong. why don't you check on others's problem 1st? or even yourself??

seriously i muz say it again.. Nobody is perfect~!

clean tombstone! (LAST RIDE!)

2006-04-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

wah.. 'qing ming jie'(respect the dead festival- haha) is in the house man..
have u ever step into chemical warfare b4? i sure haf~! after go trying to raise the dead from the tomb... yea its damn smoky! making me feel like crying over cleaning the tomb!

but have u really ever.. while cleaning and burn those "Gold paper" and it started to rain heavily?! haha.. today is the day! b4 we start burning it rain quite heavy! all the paper are wet... making hard to burn in flame! so as we burn some dry one.. to make some fire.. then put some semi wet.. wow.. the smoke really came out!!(as burn material touches water, smoke created faster) the feeling is like almost u step into the pupple of cloud! cept it is damn polluted! make me feel like bring gas mask nx yr!! wow this is the wettest qing ming i ever being through!!

Sweat,Rain water,Smoke, wet shoe, wif wet sock -> super low self-esteem for the whole day!

after the hot warm bath the feeling is simply great! haha..

i do whatever i want!!

2006-03-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

i believe this is a free world, ppl do whatever they want..
ppl do things for a reason, when they starting to think what they wanna do, of coz it gonna be a desire stuff already.

So please please and please.. whenever ppl came in excitement telling what they done. pls do not discourage them by saying some hurtful stuff.. coz it really not nice.. though it only a few words u said to the person. but what will the person think? u might juz spoil his/her dream of dreaming big dreams! so critics, leave all the 'suan' to yourself.. Just becoz u can't do it, but do not pull down the person die together with u.

Coz we are living in the new generation, not living for NOW, but for eternity.. so we really muz cross the line of the world pulling you.

anyway i made a video! go check www.woodenbench.blogspot.com
so leave ur suaning to urself! dun fish around.. haha
if u wanna say, pls say it in a joking manner lei..
dun say till i do till make a person gonna get heart attack that gonna die any moment!

anyway, it a free world la.. but if u insist wanna say it out.. by all means.. i cannot stop ur mouth too.. =)

Gd day at Work, Sucky day after work!

2006-02-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

shit day!! make me feel low after work.. especially i was on the way back home on my usual route.
it all started when i step out of office, going to my usual MAmA shop to haf a drink there.. so looking at the time, wondering is it a gd time to call rainbow, so decided to call la.. already after 630.. everyone shld be on their way back home le..
so called ask her wanna go jog anot.. haha she told me the bus stop dun like her, making her leg black-green on her right knee cap.. hmm.. so i think that cancel the jogging session for the rest of the wk liao lo..
ok la.. that one i cannot really blame her la.. if she really that clumsy :X

then after that sms the stupid WB member,1st ask roy are we jogging anot, as today is monday. then ask the other wanna go coffee anot.. all fcking nv reply.. knn, if my sms is meant for to save my ass.. i think i am long dead already~!
suddenly MS msg me back, saying he is at sch, very tired.. dun feel like drinking
then 20min later.. louis saying "they dun wan, Hw,ms and me at sch" heard liao also feel abit pissed. can't be bother to reply him...
Now Ben Lim, asking me whose going, that means he showing interest.. i just sms louis telling him Ben lim is going.. if they fucking say wanna go.. this show it already. -_-;

i was thinking, fuck loh.. everytime u all ask me go out, i say i dun wan to go.. u all keep forcing me to go.. dun go then u all kpkb,in the end i haf to go. now hardly i'm free.. ask u all wanna go out with me anot.. now cb.. giving me all this shit answer.. what type of attitude is this.

fck it.. now i'm just ANGRY la.. cb

New blog.. New Address, New Beginning~!

2006-02-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

ok many of you might be thinking why would i be creating a new blog while i already a blog which hardly update?
haha coz i feel the old one is quite sucky, as it does not have the Title blank for me to type in my title!! which i feel quite irritated~!

anywAY that not the important point..
just wanna share wat have i done today.

Ok as usual, went for CG at saturday afternoon, then eat at around 5pm at Bedok 85 market.
had stingray~ yummy~~!
then after that i called "ahem", well let just name her "Rainbow" -> WB member shld noe who.
asking her is she still meeting me for the tape returning, as i helped her record some crap 9pm show... wonder why girls like tt show so much.. i think it only a waste of time.

so i was thinking of asking her to come my house void deck, then she return me there.. but she keep asking me whether i go someone else anot.. blah blahz... so i was thinking to go SLS to meet up with louis to buy World of warcraft. so i ask her to come bugis find me loh..
ya after 45min of waiting, finally she showed up.. yea.. indeed louis and i haf been kpkb behind her back.. haha... like why she taking so long... coz she suppose meet me 8pm, outside seiyu
but i think she drive till blur le making so many U-turn and 2 over shot? so hers '3' 10min make me wait around 45min.. haha quite sian at that time..
but anyway when i saw her face.. haha brighten up abit.. so i think its ok~~

At 1st louis wanna watch soccer at my house one de, but i think SCV got problem, so channel 24 got cut off.. so in the end we 4(Me,louis,Rainbow,Evone) went to eat something at Geylang area.
but b4 that, we follow the 2 girls to do their shopping la.. coz i think they come bugis for a purpose, not to pass tape to me... but to go buy one Top, i forgot the shop name.. but it Beside Ajisan Ramen Store..

after the shopping period , we went geylang for you tiao and soya bean drink. after 45min of talk cock session..
haha, funny... coz there the gers order one toast bread? they gonna share it one..
so our order is 3 you tiao(Me,louis,Rainbow), 4 soya bean drink(Obvious!) and one toast bread(Evone*Rainbow).
Girls really "fight" of wat they eating, all wanna go diet.. becoz of the toast bread, which was cut into halves, one bigger then the other. both of them wanna "kill" each other for the smaller pieces.. but when they fight it funny la.. ok la.. got fight at least the relationship will get stronger.. they fought at least 10min, just becoz of the big and small issue~! playing wif the plate of bread toast. move here move there..! knn.. make my head spinning~~!
i mean since rainbow haf you tiao already.. evone, u can let her haf the small one la.. then take the big one la.. u dun even haf you tiao lei..
and come on girls.. u two haf great body.. just a inch won't kill you one de la.. haha
in the end both show black face.. then in the end rainbow got the smaller one..
then both happy again..
when the order came..
she drove us home, and byebye..

But anyway i really wanna speak out wat i really felt about her.. i shall write down here~~
We have been primary sch frenz to sec sch frenz..
but we really seldom talk, think becoz my past Ego is shit. dun really know how to communciate
that why we are not that close at those time.
It only when we started have chalet over chalet, then we started to communciate~~ then that area of time that i started to be interested in her~
well, it might be her gd attitude that attract me, shes really a very kind and friendly person la.
it just gonna be huge crush!! i still dunno how to explain! but i know, at hanwei bday, i haf a sudden urge of crush on her~!
Seriously i dunno why~! when i near her, i always have a nervous feeling.. like scared doing something wrong, speak wrong words.. it like i can't be myself!! i'm just like wearing a MASK in front of her!
Whenever i got chance to go out with her, be it alone of group, seriously in my heart.. i was laughing my heart out~! i was like so happy loh.. damn upon typing those word.. i felt that it very insane for those words out..
So after a period of time, i think i'm abit bth, like wanna know she feel about me.. so i approach ks for help lo.. like helping me to ask her wat she feel about me..

So he agreed...

on Vday, he return me a replied of their conversation, i read liao.. i can feel the world is shaking..
ok the surmary of the conversation is rather simple, She nv give a direct answer to a Yes or a No~ She was like keeping answer "dunno, Sigh, Haizzzz"
So i think somehow she was confuse abt what gonna happen.
one of her line is.. "He also nv say he interested in me, so that means no haf la~"
i believed tt qoute can be testi as she is very confuse~

nevertless, now i'm also confuse.. as we are from pri to sec sch frenz... i think it will be quite werid to start this relationship. i mean we quite liao jie each other already.. know each other gd/bad points.. but i think it will be quite werid lo..

sigh~!
So what i like her, but how am i gonna express my feeling to her?
i think maybe it really need time.
so i think for now, i really must work hard towards her so that she know wat the hell is going on too..

I really hope, she got a feeling towards me is abit special~ that all i ask for~!
coz from her facial expression, i really cannot see any body langauge from her..
like dunno wat she is thinking..

damn it.. i do hope i know what i'm gonna do~!
i be updating my exp with her, here~!
so i think stay tune..